The cost of freedom


Palestinians search for any remnants of their belongings amidst the debris of their destroyed home following Israeli bombardment in Rafah, December 14, 2023

Rafah is all that is left to those still standing.

In the days before, I looked upon the cold winter nights with fondness, days I spent sipping coffee underneath the starlight, wearing my favorite clothes in my favorite place with my favorite people. These days are over now — not just for myself, but for an entire society. Yet even though our realities have now been reduced to bare existence, we won’t content ourselves to aspire for small things. We still want it all — because, to put it simply, we will never stop wanting everything out of life, no matter the series of displacements we’ve had to endure.

The majority of people are staying in designated shelters, either in schools or UNRWA compounds, meaning that most families of a typical size of seven people are separated from other similarly sized families by little more than a sheet of cloth or a nylon tarp. Rows upon rows of families are hemmed in these close quarters.

Obtaining basic necessities like diapers or baby formula can take two days of searching. Al-Awda street, Rafah’s main marketplace, is teeming with people attempting to find food, water, or anything to sustain their families. But simply needing something for survival is not a guarantee that you will get it.

Those who have been displaced to Rafah continue this war even though they aren’t participating in it. Their daily struggle becomes finding a piece of bread, while simple commodities remain dreams. If you were to walk through the crowded marketplaces while carrying a sack of flour, a few bags of chips, or bars of chocolate, people will immediately ask you whether what you’re carrying is for sale. One young man I witnessed was carrying three sacks of flour and waiting by the side of the road for a ride to take the flour to his family, and he had to yell loudly at onlookers as he waited: “Not for sale! Not for sale!”

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